i feel helpless.... but i know i get out of hell soon and find peace living independently.

my mom treats me like a literal punchbag, i am here for just therapy, she is lazy and over possessive on me, she made me addicted to junk food and also then blamed me ,secretly wishing the same, she always had been like this, over possessive and toxic, she do not love my dad, and curses me as kids happened and she can't be separated now with him, also her parents used to treat her like shit and she just thinks me as her freedom but not a human being, like some symbol of her freedom, also she uses me like a punch bag, just boils down her entire frustration and curses me for no reason whatever, just makes me depressed, life feels hell... i hope no one has to go through what i am going through...