Post heartache - advice

Hi brothers, I went through a tough heartache last month after courting an amazing woman, honestly the kind of woman I’ve prayed for. But due to one or two reasons, we couldn’t be together. I now firmly believe that God is using this season to help me grow spiritually before entrusting me with someone of that caliber.

Anyway distressed by the heartache, anger, confusion, and loneliness, I ended up relapsing on a 90-day retention streak.

I immediately regretted it. In the following days I experienced a string of bad luck and lost the woman I envisioned marrying. I knew right away that I needed to get back on my journey.

I’m now “30 days” back into it, but I’ve had a wet dream every 15 days — and it’s really frustrating. As a Christian, I pray before bed, asking God to guide my mind and align my dreams with His will, but the outcome keeps repeating.

How do I overcome this? Is there something deeper I’m missing?