Triggers are kinda scary the first time they work

That's not to say it's a bad thing it's just one second you're just kinda normal, just chilling and the next you can feel your brain fall out the back of your skull, your eyes flutter, your thoughts disappear and you just have zero say in the matter. And it happens so fast. The parts of my brain that figure shit out were off before I could figure out what the hell was going on. Personally it took like, a year before I could even fall into a trance so maybe it was just jarring to have it happen so quickly. So this could literally just be me, but it felt surreal.