When the end finally arrives.

My mother is a 89 year old malignant narcissist. I’m a 60 year old male who lives with her and the sole caregiver. She has been an abusive entitled bully my whole life . Physically she is slowing down rapidly. However mentally she has not changed . After she dies or gets put into a home . I will be glad when the nightmare is over. Has anyone in the group tell me what they felt when their parent finally die ? Is it finally a sense of closure or did u still hold resentment? Please share if u have been through the final step . Thanks again for all support & and advice ☀️