[TOMT] I need to find this terrible Acting reel from the late 2000s on YouTube

I've been looking for this video for years and it's been driving me nuts! Help if anyone remembers a cringe acting reel from a young guy with brown hair. It featured a montage of his headshots but more importantly he had a dramatic monologue that I still quote to this day. I know he said "I wake up every night drenched in sweat. She's dead. My mom is dead and I can't even cry, because that means I accept: REALLY ACCEPT that she's gone forever!" And I can't explain why it's so funny besides his terribly wooden performance and his funny voice. He's got on a blue t shirt I think, and his hair is in that typical 2000s sort of Bieber bowl cut style. Please somebody remember this!!!