I probably need therapy but i start to like Lionel. I'm finishing the season 5

Guys, this is so tragic😭😂 I'm not proud of it, but i really start to like Lionel. It's a long shot but i will say it. (I wonder if my opinion will change later.) I think that Lionel is somewhat better than Lex. I don't know if that's about the actors' vibe, but Lionel seems to have a more "light aura" while Lex has a "darker aura. I'm not judging the actors' personalities. I like them both. What i mean is that everyone has a different vibe which doesn't mean that someone is bad if they have a "darker aura." (Make it make sense lol. I'm certainly explaining it badly.)

I wouldn't wanna do [business] deals with Lionel but i think he can be a fine friend if he likes you. He doesn't seem as dangerous as Lex and his methods of dealing with different situations aren't great but seem so tame in comparison with what Lex can do. They have a different upbringing. Lionel grew up poor. He lived in the suicide slums. You would think that such life would make him tougher. It did. But i see the humanity in him. Lex was born rich. And while rich people can be kind and nice, Lex isn't. There is some good in him. I'm not calling him evil... But he always had a dark side which Lionel never had (in comparison). Someone might say that the monster raised a monster, but i wanna say that the pupil overdid the master.

I would marry Lionel. It's not about the money. He could be a working class man and i would like him. (He would be even better because he would be less sketchy without his wealth!)