I was inspired

Im f19 and i used to be kind of a prude, id had sex a few times but nothing crazy and i knew what i didnt like. A few months ago when when a certain slut got famous i can't say her name on here , got famous i was really interested as ive always been kind of submissive so seeing her get fucked like she was for hours was kind of a fantasy. I watched the famous video and ive never felt like that before. I stroked and i came like 30 times i couldnt stop watching. I followed her ig and everything and hearing her talk about how she serves guys totally changed me. It kind of started a spiral of giving out easy sex to gangbangs to bdsm to masochism to humiliation and now i just crave it all. I barely used to masturbate but now i do it like ever chance i get and my body count has gone up very very much since the start of the year. Its totally changed my views on life and i see myself for my tits and "holes" now as she calls them. Im kind of goodlooking and i have decent tits and ass so its quite easy to get guys to fuck me but its just never enough. I feel like i need 1000 too haha. I remember trying anal for the first time and it hurt so bad but he kept going and now im addicted. Id never given head or anal before this year now dicks barely ever touch my pussy. It seems degrading gets me horniest and ive even been given tasks to do in public and thats probably my favourite thing ive ever done. Im so proud of what ive become and that ive finally realised my purpose in life and i hope one day i can even serve my idol to thank her haha.