Barely any of my friends wished me a happy birthday

Throwaway because a lot of them know my main.

Yesterday was my birthday. I really don't even care about my birthday, but still, it makes me feel invisible and unwanted when most of the people I consider friends just don't even say anything.

I always make sure to mark birthdays down on my calendar no matter how close I am to a friend or how new our friendship is. Because I care. Because I give a shit and want to make people feel seen. But it rarely feels like I get the same energy back.

Idk. I'm not gonna say anything to anybody because I don't wanna ruin anything over something I, again, don't really even care about but it still stings a little. Or maybe I do care about it more than I think. Hell, I don't even know anymore. I just know I'm a little hurt right now because I just realized this.