[Sexual Health]

So I’m a gay cisgender guy and I wanted to share an “experience” if so you can call it (it’s pretty embarrassing so I don’t know if this is going to be here for a while): I masturbate to straight porn. I’m gay, I like boys and the thought of sexual intercourse with them and can’t see myself in any intimate (romantic or sexual) context with a woman that feels right for me. Am I the only one?