Does your narc mom ever say to you how come you never tell me anything anymore!?

My narc mother says I'm sneaky ans secretive. For more context I would tell my narc mother everything before I was mentally and emotionally aware I was being abused by my narc mother.

She in the past and now says I don't tell her anything and im secretive. Mind you in the past she would abuse me in the past and my pets.

I want to move out of my house and take my last pet alive with me. My narc mother and my former aunt like to say she didn't have good parents growing up and how she didn't know how to parent - I had no parents growing up and I know not to harm kids the way she did with me.