I thought I was gonna say today

This is an obsession that has lasted with me for exactly a year (july 19th 2024) and has tormented me every single day, last year my OCD was at it's worst I was genuinely going fucking insane but one thing that actually made my life living hell was that I had a random thought, literally out of no where which made me believe that it was some kind of prophecy that I was gonna die July 19th 2025, I couldn't even talk about it to anyone I genuinely thought I was gonna die and panicked every day thinking about it, guess what ?? Once again thank God it has been proven to me that my obsession r fucking LIESSSSSSSSSSSSS, literally random bulsshit made upon false beliefs that FEEL real but none of them r real, I just made this post to show u guys that we can get so stuck inside of our heads and believe our thoughts religiously and literally let them completely ruin our lives and forget that they're just completely made up by our fucked up minds.