Quitting for good, should I throw them out?

Salaam everyone, F18 here. I’ve been trying to get serious about quitting masturbation and just getting my act together spiritually. I have some sex toys from before, and honestly, I feel weird even having them now. I know I shouldn’t be using them, and I don’t want to keep falling into the same cycle.

Part of me really just wants to throw them out and be done with it. But there’s that other part that’s like… “what if I mess up again?” Like I don’t fully trust myself yet, and it feels scary to make it final.

Has anyone else been in this spot? Did tossing them actually help you stay on track? I’m trying to break the habit for good and do what’s right, but I guess I just needed to hear from someone who’s been there.

Appreciate any advice or reassurance 💗