I'm about to drop 2 gel tabs, Hit the DMT pen and finish the night with shrooms.

I have weed, I have Molly, I have benzons, peyote....im stocked and ready to go. I plan to lose myself in music and emotions. Any recommendations? I've had a hell of 2 years of battling cancer, surgeries, spinal fusion , became disabled. Lost my job, my car, I gained 35 pounds( lost it all back). My life is finally looking up. What would you guys do in my shoes?