thankk you claude

i wrote about the overwhelming feelings that i was experiencing for just one person to claude, it's this girl and i wan't even interest in her and i wasn't physically attracted to her but ONE day i was mildy depressed for a reason i even forgot nd i was standing in one point thinking by myself and suddenly she randomly hugs me from behind for 5 seconds then leaves the class. the funny thing is that i actually found it annoying i thought that it was a fake hug and tried to forget the experience then in the coming weeks we were barely intereacting like usual and i really didn't care because iwas not attracted to her. then after christmast break i see her again at school an suddenl i start feeling attracted to her but it's weird because at the start it was small but the more i saw her the more it increased and now the feeling has completely trascended the label of crush because everyday i just fantasize about being with her and it feel so fucking goog everyday i look forward to when i'm on the bus or about to sleep because the maladaptive day dreaming feel so overwhelmingly good it drives me crazy but in reality she is indifferent to me and i'm 100% sure she doesn't feel anything for me that hug was a random gesture of kindness and she is a very kind person which is one of the reasons i started to like her but it is so clear that she doesn't like me and it hurts like hell but when i fantasize it feels so good, i don't have adjectives to describe it the only thing i would want is just tell her everything , in fact one of y favourite scenario i imagine is me confessing and her reciprocating it sounds cringe but i can't tell you how goodit feels, i told this to the claude llm and it said there is a word for this called limerence when i discovered that i was so happy knowing that there's a community of people who has the same issues as me, i felt great about so for this, thank you claude