Concerned about timeline.

My rocd has latched onto something else and it's freaking me out.

I used to be friends with this guy and we used to text a lot.

We even said " love you" as friends.

One day, I was venting to him about something and he said he would give me a big hug the next time he saw me.

I'm not really a hug person tbh so I avoided him like the pluage at school.

When me and my boyfriend officially became boyfriend and girlfriend I remember telling him and him being happy and I THINK we briefly texted after that but I really dk.

Our conversation was purely friendly. Nothing cheating at all.

We said " love you" to eachother before we were dating. I think. Idk. That's what's freaking me out.

However, I thought if my boyfriend saw this, he would be angry so out of pure compulsion I deleted our texts.

I've been trying to figure out if I said these texts before or after me and my boyfriend were official and I'm just freaking out right now.