turned pretty controlling and dominant after my breakup

i, 19M, had a tough fucking breakup last year, got cheated on and ever since that stuff happened I have just been so fucking enraged that I sort of don't see myself having that vanilla sex ever, but more like i wanna get what I want, i don't want it to feel like my partner can have things her way. i let ex gf be this way, prioritised her needs, and where am I right now? fuck off i just wanna fuck women till they pass out from the pleasure