Kinda wish I didn't have a sex drive.

Don't really have a strong desire to have sex because I hate my body, and the thought of me having sex with someone stresses me out. Not even taking into account my inexperience and anxiety about pleasuring a prospective partner.

This is all really an internal problem, I mean it's not like someone who would want to is going to fall out of the sky, and there's no way anyone's seeking me out. Of course there's seeking out a partner, but I don't have any confidence to speak of because what's there to be confident about?

I just wish I didn't even have any kind of urges or wants so I wouldn't have to think about any of this.