Need a easy way out

So my life feels like it’s been going steady downhill ever since I found out that my girlfriend cheated on me when I found out that she did that I took her back and I was easily manipulated because I was going through a lot of family things especially with my mother, she’s a addict and it’s hard to see her like that and have her blame me telling me that it’s my fault And that same day that my mom was telling me it was my fault. I found out my girlfriend, I’ve been fucking another guy and that same day that I found out she was cheating was the same day I bought me and her an apartment and then a week later I lost my job And I have just been losing everything. I just can’t take it anymore. I need some type of way out because life is just way too hard. I am too scared to reach out to my friends because I know exactly what they’re gonna tell me that I can’t take that way out, but I just need to so if anyone can give me a way out.