I’ve accepted it, now I just have to go through with it!

Hey guys, M 25 here in a 6 year long straight relationship. To everyone that knows me, I’m straight. However since I was 14 I have been so turned on by men. It started off with curiosity and jerking off to gay porn then escalated to chatting with guys online, trading nudes, and developing online relationships. This continued after I started dating my gf but it never actually felt like cheating because it was just online.

I’m now at the point where I accepted I’m bi and I just get so fucking turned on by men. I think about fucking men 24/7. Whether it’s me breeding a sexy bottom or getting fucked by a sexy DILF, I’m just so obsessed with it. I have never acted on this but I really want to. I love talking to guys because they don’t care about my relationship, they just love pleasure and try to convince me to just go for it. I’ve had multiple chances but have always been worried about the guilt. Anyone ever feel the same? How did you get over it? Is it worth it? Any enablers or home wreckers here that can give me that push? Help!!!