I booked my flight today!

In 84 Days I [31F] get to finally see my boyfriend face to face [27M]! I'm so freaking excited and so terrified all at once. Anxiety has me worried that he'll see me and suddenly not want me. He's seen me plenty of times but that doesn't shake that fear still. At the same time I'm so excited regardless it's like having bricks and butterflies in your stomach all at once!