Dealing with awful fake stuff

I don't even care if this on my main at this point . My ex made some fake allegations calling me a PDF and everything I tried to clear up my name but I don't have much ppl that like me anyways so nobody fully listened to my side . I've lost friends that I've known for almost 4+ yrs just because these fake allegations. My ex's new girl friend as well had been spamming me with hate for no reason I don't even know how she found this account either it's not outta or public or linked to anything nor have I posted about it. I genuinely wish I never met my ex at all . I wish he'd just vanish and people would see how lustful and selfish he really is . But at the same sense even after all this I'm still attracted to him but I don't want him at all .