I am trying to find a therapist but I have no options available

Every day a lot of my trauma flashes before my eyes repeatedly and medications can only do so much, I am trying to figure out how to get a therapist without having to deal with the 35 dollar copay I have with my insurance I get from work because who the hell can afford that on a weekly basis?? I got kicked off Medicaid because I "make too much", so I have no idea what to do, and before you suggest "bi-weekly" let me just make it clear that I work an entry-level job, tell me how I would be able to afford that and be able to eat enough to survive

Can someone- ANYONE- help me?