[M4F] Cuckson in need of caring Mommy

I’m one of those broken down addicted little cuckbois. Completely pussy-free, hopelessly so. Utterly unable to release my backed up bits in any normal sense. All I can do is indulge in my perverted cuckold nature. Watching those massive Bulls fuck and ravage those gorgeous girlfriends and wives. Seeing them pump their virile, potent cum deep inside them. Painting their wombs with real man seed. Watching Mother Nature take its course. As it was meant to be. As I squirm in my little pjs and dribble out a mess, not like real men do. An accidental spilling of reflected and cucked product. Demoted waste that doesn’t deserve pussy.

And then when the perverted cuckold thoughts flood my mind and I need to sneak away to my room or the closest bathroom, tug my little goon stick, making premature stains in my underwear. Even as I write this. Confessing my depraved cuckboi nature. I can’t but sneak away every five minutes and make little wet patches of cute shy cream.

And then there’s the most embarrassing display of my nature. Slowly waking up in the morning, some foggy intense dream, and feeling that pressure over my bits, whimpering as I puddle myself, having an accident as I dampen my pjs and sheets. And I try to hire the wet spot but I crave the exposure of it. How completely I am past the point of no return.

Hoping this connects with a soft Mommy wanting to care for a broken boy. Looking for more of a chat- based exchange over rp.