My boyfriend told me to edge all week before I see his friends, and I’m actually doing it

No that long ago, I (19f) cheated on my boyfriend (28m). Instead of dumping me, he got turned on. The whole thing somehow spiraled into this kink where he's decided he likes showing me off. He’s shared my photos in his group chat. I know his friends have seen me in lingerie, bent over, sometimes way more than that.

We’re all supposed to hang out this weekend, and he told me: “Edge every night until you see them. Don’t finish. I want you desperate when you’re around them.”

So every night this week, I am going to touch myself to more depraved porn and thoughts until I’m shaking, aching, begging myself to just let go...Because he told me to. And because the idea of sitting across from his friends while soaking wet under my jeans is turning me on more than I want to admit.