Ended my fwb situation

I just want to rant a little since I couldn’t tell him the real reason I ended it cuz I didn’t want to hurt him about some things he can’t change.

The truth is I ended this Fwb agreement because I felt I wasn’t getting anything good from it. The sex was bad, since he would directly try to put it in. I would try to make him slow down but the result would be the same.

I would be minding my own business at home and then he would text me and sext for a while and when I’m finally engaged he would just say well I’m sleepy gn! And would just leave me all riled up 😤

He would say things like I’m gonna suck you off real nice and then proceed to lick me once and that’s it! And then penetration. I told him to at least try to do it a little bit longer….

He would ssshhh me constantly when I make any sounds during sex since he doesn’t want anyone to know and it’s freaking annoying! Like what’s the point ? Also he doesn’t talk while at it, when I asked why he said he felt it was unnecessary 😑

I mean I feel like dirty talk is an important part of the experience 4 me.

Sometimes I would text him like a normal friend, (because we are friends) and it fucking makes me so mad he doesn’t answer until after 2-3 days. Which I think he does on purpose just so he feels important, I dunno. He says he is not a phone guy but I have seen him in outings with his fucking phone answering texts 😠

Lastly, I didn’t things I was the kind of person to care about someone’s size but when I saw it the first time I was disappointed and well I gave the benefit of doubt and…. We’ll still dissapointed.

Probably the thing I’m really mad about is that I decided to go along with all this and I gave myself out for nothing. Like when you pay for horrible food. I’m disappointed on myself I feel used and overall stupid for going for it.

Sorry for all this. Sorry to my friend for saying bad things, and sorry to all the people who read this.