Have you ever had DMT try to seduce you?

Ok, I’m starting off know this sounds weird but after seeing the DMT Girl Friend video I swear I had a similar experience.

This happened last Wednesday. I’ve been feeling like I need to go but I’m just scared to do it sometimes. I have autism and psychedelics can be super weird for me. I for sure experience them differently.

Ok, so I’m going to be 100% real with ya’ll that I’ve been doing a lot of pain pills lately. They’re real pharma, but I know I need to be off. I’m actually 2 weeks clean right now but mainly cause I’m just waiting on an order. So I just have been kind of low for some time now. Sort it like I’m not deserving of love. So I knew I needed to do DMT cause something came over me and I just knew it was time.

So I go in just totally humble and scared. My first thought was “Man, I shouldn’t have done that. This is not fun.” And I just started waiting for it to end. All of a sudden I feel a female presence next to me. I can’t say how I know, I could just tell somehow. I couldn’t see her but I felt her touch me. She started playing with my hair and rubbing my face. And the first thing she said was “Hey my baby doll. Oh wow, you really are one of the cute ones! My God are so beautiful. Why are you scared?” She said the “really one of the cute ones!” line like someone had told her in advanced. And I just said “I’m just feeling low. Like I have no one who likes me. I’m struggling with drugs. I feel embarrassed and just not worth of love.”

Right after saying that I could feel her touching me all over like a massage. I could feel my glasses lift off my face like she was getting me comfortable and coming to comfort me. She responded almost insulted for me saying negative things about myself. She said “Oh my baby doll. Why would you say things like that about yourself? You’re from the stars! You are loved by so many people who care about you. You never need to feel scared to come here. Why don’t you come here more often?”

At this point I’m almost kind of scared cause I hear this clear as day like someone is whispering into my right ear and sort of holding me. I felt her touching me just like it was a human. It was more real than real life. I feel a sense of peace and she just held me and just touched and sort of kissed my face. I was seriously thinking I had an angel holding me in love with me. Like she loved me cause she was really attracted to me but with me coming so humbly and honest she became almost infatuated with me. Me being scared was just like a huge turn on for her.

When it was coming to and end it was like she didn’t want to let go of me. As it faded she was telling me to return more often. And I just responded saying I would.

When it ended I was seriously like “What the fuck was that? Holy shit that felt real.”

Anyone have such a wild experience like that? It was like she’s been looking for me for some reason and when I went she was all over me.