Ingmi

Not because of my genes, I think I actually might if I live that long + had money for surgeries. Ingmi because of my hopeless brain. Its endured several lifetimes worth of suffering.

I'm too useless and broken to get a job. No one will give a retarded POC tranny the time of day. I can't even fucking drive. I wasted 5 years of my life on a stupid degree.

It's going to be minimum wage maxxing in one of the highest COL states for the rest of my life or roping and I'm too much of a coward to rope.

My dad already issued an ultimatum. The most I can hope for is dying in my sleep.