Trying to end

Dear P,

I don't hear from you.I had always wanted to.But i never do.I imagine you want to stay connected with me.If that was true why wouldn't you be.

I force myself to let you go. No imagination anymore.

Only harsh reality.I was attracted to you as I saw my wounds reflected in you which I had to heal.

But now that I am healing, I can't stop loving you, I am used to.What should I do..I don't want to.So I send a prayer silently wherever you are.be happy, be good.

Yours, W