I'm tired man.

I'm slowly falling back into depression, I can feel it. I'm losing all motivation, my sleep schedule is fucked, it's getting harder and harder to find enjoyment in anything. My mind feels empty, it's unusually quiet. I'm letting mess build up in my room. I'm constantly restless but at the same time have no energy to do anything. Most of my day is spent in bed or sitting down doing nothing for what feels like eternity, yet I feel like I have no time to do anything at all when I end up doing something. it feels like getting up to move 2 feet is the equivalent of moving a boulder uphill.

I've lost all motivation to make art. For now at least. I should be practicing every few days but it's been over a month since I even picked up a pencil. It's not even like I'm out of ideas. I've got plenty. And I don't even know when I start my art course.

The political situation in the UK rn is abysmal. If labour doesn't turn this online safety act around they're done for. Rn Reform is looking like the next elections winner even if they do. And for context I'm already a part of one of, if not the most discriminated against minority group in the country, so if Reform gets in fuck knows how much worse that'll get.