How do i meet fellow femboys / queers

Hi yall :3

So basically, i am 16 and soon to be part time femboy (i have a plan for secretly buying and storing clothes, but it is in the works).

And i often feel really bad about myself, unless i am thinking or talking about my fem side. And i wish really deeply to have someone i can keep on talking about it. I am really bad at holding up connections because i usually end up trauma dumping and obviously noone wants to talk with someone who keeps dragging down the mood.

But still i need some connection, different from the only ones i currently have where i am being made down for anything, constantly mocked and just... dont feel well in.

Enough of that part... Anyways, i have read another post on how to meet fellows, and the answer "go to conventions came up"

A) i am 16 and cant really easily go to conventions as i like to.

B) the only conventions in my country are too far for me to reach on my own

C) very few cons and also during inconvenient times

Thank you if you read all of that.