I'm stuck in a loop — how do I break free and start preparing for government exams seriously?

Every day I think,Today I'll finally start preparing for government exams," but I never end up doing it. My daily routine is exhausting.

I wake up around 7:45 AM and go to our family hotel business by 8:30 AM. I stay there till 8:00 PM at night. I'm always with my father, my uncle, and my cousin — it’s just the three of us running the place. After coming back home, I end up spending time talking to my girlfriend, and then the day ends.

I genuinely want to study, and I think about it every single day, but I just can't seem to get started.

Recently, the result for Rajasthan Informatics Assistant (IA) came out. I missed it by just 1.4 marks in the EWS category. That really hit me hard. Our financial condition isn’t very strong either, so a government job could really change everything for me and my family.

I'm about to turn 25 on August 20, 2025, and I feel like time is slipping away.

How do I manage my time and start preparing seriously? Has anyone else been in a similar situation and made it out?