How do I get my brother to like me?

I’m 14 (guy) and my brother is 18 and I like him a lot but he doesn’t care about me. He says I’m annoying and to leave him alone. I want to hang out with him but he never wants to do anything with me.

Sometimes we wrestle but he’s bigger than me and he always wins and pins me down and I don’t find it funny and he never stops right away when I ask him too.

I know little brothers aren’t cool but I try to be nice to him but he always tells me to go away. I asked if I could give him a hug one time and he just pushes me and tells me to “stop being weird.”

Yesterday I asked him if he wanted to hang out with me and he said I was lame and needed to make my own friends. I just went to my room and cried because I just love him and I wish he would love me back…..