Oldshit familycel is the worst type of tranny to be. I would have had a better chance being a youngshit by repping on blockers in middle school than by coming out to my family.

I would have a better chance by stealing money and DIYing somehow, than if I came out to my parents the moment I knew i was trans and trying my hardest to convince them for 10+ years it was real. If I started DIYing after coming out to them they'd immediately find out because they're paranoid like that.

Even if my parents eventually came around, I'd be forced to comply with the system, get raped by estrogen for 4-5 years minimum until i dropped out from dysphoria all the same and they would maybe finally support me, then finally getting on T at maybe 16 or 17 when it's already over anyways.

I'm just stuck in between. Transitioning was the move for me because I'd rather at least be able to see my torso masculinized but eventually I'll just be stuck with a male upper body with female SHR and female lower body.

I saw that one post on timelines of this guy who still honestly is a slightly bricky gigapoon (part of it is face but is also hippoon), but was actually fucking full slim thick tiny ribcage insane q angle build a year before. But from year 2 to year 3 there are no changes to his bone structure anymore. I've already lost about 2cm of hip breadth which I should be grateful for but it's just not enough to even remotely give me blocky hips instead of curvy ones. You can't get rid of that fucking feminine curve from your hips ever if it's just from bone and not fat. I'm a skinnyfat fucking retard too, like that helps, even if it's at least something I can work on.