I do not know what to do anymore..

I know this ones comes of a lot but lust...but that isn't my only problem. the modern world is full of decievers and problems i see it in my ads on Paperboard and Internet in conversations and I can do nothing against that i see it most of the time the lord gives me the strengh to recist but one or two times i fall and its hard to recist. I also feel very Distant from God the last months and stopped with my previos Problem (Hyper Questioning to a point where you can't bring yourself to believe in God even if he Talks to me) but i got this now and it makes everything hard for me and I know I should be away from places that temp me but the only place i found that doesn't try to temp me is in my room and my church. Its just very hard. Not because i feel guilty i feel guilty because i don't feel guilty for the sin and thats a whole other Problem. God forgave my sins and died for that and i shall speak and Proclame the name of the lord aslong as i can speak hear and breath. Its very complicated. He forgave me my sins but i just feel empty and away from him. I want to go back. ☦️✝️ to the place where i belong.