[F] I got some very embarrassiing kinks related to the girls in my sororritty that used to buully me and get meto serve theem

Soooo yep i wont go into details but yet i just cant stop thinking abt it after reliving it with a stranger but yeaxx

Soo anyways I wasn’t a popular x girl. I was geeky and not the best looking . So growing up I got bullied a lot by the other hot girls. It was mostly words or like making fun of me or spreading rumors at the start. I was someone with no backbone… and embarrassingly I was weak and submissive to the point where whenever they spread rumors abxout me I would think that maybe they are true and questions myself . Anyways in the last year ofx HS I got a boyfriend . He was like me . And it was all good at the start until of the girls bullies found out.. and it took a fxew weeks until he cheated on me with her . And funny enough I somewhat didn’t blame him… cause she was hot as fuck and he would never get with her if it wasn’t just her way of bullying mex … and I guess again I was weak that I let it happen and forgave him which made the girls bully me harder since I was a “cucks” okay with my bf fucking better girls.

I didn’t know it at the time but that woxuld change my college life . Ccxx Because I let my bf sleep with other women it slowly turned me into a cuck for them and losing respect. And shamefully I admit that I sometimes got turned on by it. But that juxst made my bf more confident and he glowed up and ended uxp leaving me .x

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But I was already so owned by these girlxs that they made me stay at their sorority house to serve them which I did because I never thought I would belong or xbe part of a sorority . So I was sort of happy with it but knew I wasn’t equal cause I was there just as a servant to the rude girls but ended up being used and bullied by every one cause none of the girls wanted to be seen as weak. Yepppp I ended up devxelopxing many inferior kinks or submissive ones.. andi became what they always made fun of me for . Just a slave to them/ Recently I was speaking to someone online about it all and he made me show him every girl . And he told me what he thought of xthem in details then I exposed how each looked/was and did… and I am ashamed to say I came many times to these chats with that stranger and I crave it more and more . Despite being a successfuxxl woman now… I still feel like I’m owned by them cause theyx affect my sexual desire a lot . The end for now lol Can go on longer but rather answer questiions

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