Everything is so blurry

You know sometimes when you blinkit very fast and only breaky remember snipets of what you see? That's what I'm experiencing. My eyes are wide open but I can't see. I'm not being dramatic, and it's not medical. Everything has lost meaning. I'm one of those school tryhards. I always raise my hand in class, try my best to study, give it my all, stay away from people. But.. I don't know I feel so empty. I'm not whining about being lonely or single. It's weird. I think I lose myself in this weird boring month. I'm studying and remembering but I'm not there. How do I explain it. I'm looking at the book, understanding material, remembering it for tests, but it's neither likable not hateable. What the hell is this feeling.. can someone help me out?