i dont think that my antidepressants actually help me

the only thing theyve done is gotten rid of the suicide ideation part . literally nothing else. every day i am grey literally so grey that i cant even eat some days . my motivation is literally still at an all time zero so what am i actually supposed to do ?

should i try a different drug ? up my dose again ? i literally cannot do anything and i feel so useless 😭 like when does this change ? ive been on them for 3 months should i have experienced a change ?