I feel like a total mess rn

Like the title says im just a wreck rn it's been on and off the past couple weeks my insecurities have been going crazy, I really need to deal with my attachment issues or they could be abandonment issues idk which it is, not been diagnosed. But anywaaaayyss I feel like im on the verge of tears but also im so angry and pissed off.

Fuck ppl I continue to say this OVER AND OVER AND OVERRR AGAIN. And yet I still think ooh maybe they change, maybe this person is actually decent but no. No one is actually good inside all humans are shit. Even the nice ones are just as shut nowadays. Am I so deprived of attention that when a person praises me I start to think oh they're wonderful but no they aren't.

Anyways in conclusion im dumb and ppl are assholes.