Hello fellow masochists

Started to play this aweful CBT simulator like a month ago and getting absolutely stomped by everyone. Played like 100 hours PVE to get to know the game but want to ultimately play PVP. Am there now. I wish I didn't start playing in this hardcore wipe (40k for healing??) as this game is already insanely hard and progress is so slow due being absolutely bad at the game. It would suck having to wait for the next wipe as google said they take usually 5-6 months? Is there maybe a chance this will become a regular wipe?  

So I know that buying this edition will not make me a better player, but I thought the bigger secure container is something that makes it easier to get money and also being able to buy better stuff from vendors? It feels weird wanting to get it for P2W reasons.

Soooooooooooooo guys help me out. Are BSG the good guys? Are they listening to the community? I don't mind supporting this amazing project as I never felt this way in a video game and i want to hop on the ride. Or is the best way intended to go raw through this suffering of a game and try to make the best out of it?

Do you you have it? if yes why? if no why?

Give me some input pls. What is it about this game that makes you come back to it? Thanks a lot in advance.

[New Player] Please talk me out buying the unheard edition or is it actually awesome? And why do you play the game?