Here I go again… Restarting my sobriety journey, Day 1

It’s funny how your drinking can just sneakily escalate without you maybe noticing. I’ve become a daily drinker at this point. I find myself at work during the day, looking forward to that first sip when I get home in the evening. I’m so tired of it and the hold it seems to have gotten on me. I always would rationalize it because the drinking would get me more motivated to do cleaning around the house as I guess it made it more “fun” to me. It scares me how much I now think about alcohol where I was never a huge drinker before. Time to make some lasting changes in my life. IWNDT