Am I the only one...?

I'm 15 years old and already at the point where I say that I'm not going to have a good future. For those who asking: my parents tried to kill me, my childhood was traumatic and I have no one to talk to...

Therapists can't help me (I tried it before)

I need someone who I can trust in, someone who stays with me, someone who understands me and my story.

If anyone seeing and reading this... Please... Show me that I'm not alone with that.

I need your help getting out of this traumatic past.