47 years old

47 psa have been 5.09 to 4.6. I had a mri back in June p-rads2 but my free psa is 12% density is now .128 they haven't done a biopsy yet but if this were to turn cancers im not sure i want to go though all the surgery and treatment. I dont want to become incontinent and to have a diminished sex life or no sex life or have to be on hormones to repress who I am all seems horrible to me. I truly think ill just let this cancer do what it does to people.