49 [M4F] #Chicago/suburbs - Northern Illinois strict Dom looking for a broken younger female (18-30)

I'm in the northwest suburbs of Chicago about an hour northwest of O'hare Airport. I'm looking for something specific, a broken, feeling lost, needing a purpose, possibly desperate to feel loved and cared for, highly sexual younger female. Wanting to feel like you have a purpose - even if it's just to please and dote on a man, you crave the acceptance from seeing him pleased and happy. Needing strict rules and guidance, letting me make decisions. Needing harsh punishments when those rules are broken. Despite that broken empty feeling you're still kind, thoughtful, and loving. You're eager for an emotional connection, clingy, to feel like you matter to that one person. You enjoy the larger age gap, wanting to relocate to anywhere but where you're at.

A little about me, kind nature, a bit introverted, successful small business owner. Dedicated, loves hard, once you have caught my eye and we form a bond, I will be very attentive and will want the same in return. I enjoy gaming, watching movies, things like holding hands or cuddling is a must. Late night talks is one of many bedroom activities I enjoy. We all have our attractions physically I prefer shorter, more petite woman but open if you're hwp, I like to be able to pick up and toss you around. How ever don't mistake my kindness as a weakness I will put you in your place if you do.

For the kink side of things I'm leaning more towards Master/slave but don't want someone completely mindless, I want to know your dreams and aspirations. I enjoy certain aspects of DD/lg I'm on the fence for age regression but willing to grow for the right person. I enjoy bondage, heavy impact play, CNC, free use to name a few, Aftercare is important to me be it just a cuddle while we both come down, a long shower together to clean up, to talking about thoughts and feelings. I'm not into anything illegal, scat, ADBL or sharing I'm selfish you would be for me and me only.

I prefer you to be somewhat close or at least in the USA and looking to relocate I don't like LDR, however ok with talking and getting to know each other online and on the phone to make sure we are a fit. Will you be the one that captures my attention, serious about leaving your broken life and crating a long term dynamic I've described and gives me a reason to delete this profile?