Why did I have to come back?!

I finally got a chance to go away for a week. It was absolutely BLISS! I got to spend a chunk of time with a community I’d developed, achieved a whole bunch of things within my hobby, and really remembered how important it is to have the opportunities to go out and just have the chance to act, be and feel like the true mid-20s young adult I really am and remember myself being.

Got back to the house yesterday and IMMEDIATELY felt my heart sink and just like I’d become trapped all over again.