Chinese Bl just hit different idk why

Istg....I've been watching and reading BL for like 6years from now. I have favorite Bl drama in each in like jp,thai,korean etc..., But ever since i watched a chinese "bl" drama, which was The Untamed it's not realy BL but I'm delusional okay? And for the first time, Damn i was hooked!! it set my bar so high📈📈 i couldn't watch other Bl drama for 2 damn years!!! And in that 2years all i did was read mdzs novel, listen to the audio, watch the donghua and cry my eye balls out, started reading the other novel of mxtx which are svsss and tgcf also watched every adaptations it have, and read erha to keep myself sane after seeing the 'accident' of yizhan 2019. I moved on tho i started to watch Japanese Bl again, jp bl are the cutest but still...The Untamed is the standard...AND GODAMN REVENGED LOVE CAME OUT!!! For me it's the same level of the untamed...Revenged love plot isn't that dramatic as the untamed that would equal to it, but man idk ....maybe it was the acting and pacing? The chemistry in the behind the scene?? In the end everything will be over...they'll stop posting behind the scenes, the series will end..and i guess... we'll never see the casts communicate again😭Oh no... Mamumulto nalang ba talaga ako ng mga chinese BL? These Chinese Bl's will be the death of me...