Best private btech colleges

Hallo guys I am 21male going to give nios from 5 subject . I want to do btech from good university because I know I can’t crack jee mains ( I will try ) but still . If I go abroad for mbbs I will waste 10yrs and 60lakh . Neet of or next also MY best bet is doing btech from good college then gate for mtech . Help me please and what u guys suggestion

Thank you for reading . Help me . I know I am a loser so . I can’t do anything I regret also .