How do you feel about pet psychics/mediums?

I feel like I'm at a stage in my grieving where I'm just trying anything to connect to my soul pup. I haven't had a reading from anyone hut I was scrolling through Tik Tok and kept coming across lives with pet psychics...as spiritual as I am, I still feel skeptical about these things.

I did join two lives and ask if my pup was still with me, watching over me and both said yes. Maybe I'm really desperate in trying to keep my baby with me but it felt good to hear. Sometimes I feel so desperate to stay connected to him that I contemplate booking these people for a personal reading.

I just want to know that he's here with me; that he misses me too; that he's not mad at me for choosing to end his life for the sake of his health; that that feeling I have that he's still with me is real and not just in my head.

idk 😔