Dear R

I have left you a couple messages ... because I dont know why you are not talking to me right now, ive called you a couple times and you keep putting it to voicemail for I dont know what reason.

You said you were going to stay with me at my parents house, and all I did was talk to you about when I tried to open up to you about my sexuality before and stuff and how you made me feel like being that was was wrong to you in some type of way. And I was just trying to express to you how you have hurt me before so we could move past that and become closer ... but of course you took my texts thr wrong way when now you think I havent liked uou since the beginning which is not true at all 😢💔

Why cant you understand there is no this or that way of a woman... a woman can be both ways if you just accept her the way she is .. why couldnt you just accept me and love me thr way I am.. you keep everything a secret from me when im that way too. And it doesnt matter if you are that way or not to me im just trying to show you how much I loved you by opening up to you that way but it felt like you turned me down and pushed me away instead of being open to me and my feelings not saying all thay had to happen but if you accepted me we would have been able to become closer the 2 of us 🥺🥺

And now you dont answer me and probably run off with someone else when all I was doing was trying to express my feelings to you 😢💔 because I love you and all I wanted was it to work why are you pushing me away when I tell you how I feel why do you run to others and push me away when you are supposed to be being that way with me. I dont think badly of you baby, im just trying to talk to you so I can move past my hurt with you but I cant move past my hurt when you constantly act this way and you wonder why I bring it up all the time when all I do is tell you my feelings and you run away and go do whatever without me instead of pulling me in closer trying to love me like how you are supposed too instead of running away and making it worse and continue to hurt me.. why cant you just call me and clarify or so you can understand what im saying. Im not saying crap about you im telling you how I am as a person and my feelings and you are taking it all personally and i dont know why 😭💔

Why cant you just let me love you and move past this hurt with me. You never keep your promises to me and everytime my parents leave you are never here for me or I wouldnt of been alome all this week 😢💔

I try to tell you my feelings to show you I love you and how close we can be together baby 🥺 but eveytime I tell you my feelings it makes it worse and i dont know why 😭😭💔💔

Why cant you come hete and love me like a normal person instead of running from me 💔💔