wa ko kasabot

wala ko nag expect nga mahimong breadwinner. jusko 19 pa ko. kamanghuran sad. complaining only goes so far pero gikapoy na man ko haha. before this even happened, nagdecline na daan akong motivation ug pagbati. i cant lose my job yet ive been slacking off sa work due to burnout ug sudden bout of sadness but then at the same time, i feel numb. wa ko kasabot sakong gibati. i just freeze for some reason. akong job ra jud ang nag provide ni papa ug insurance, and he badly needs it pero i really dont know how to get out of my own head. it doesnt really help sad nga naa ka’y tl nga di kaayo makasabot sa imong situation haha.

mabetter ra jud ang tanan. hopefully.