I'm going to hang myself from a tree soon

I'm sick and tired of all the fascist bullshit going on in the US, always being abandoned by "friends" and partners, seeing other people have happy fulfilling lives and relationships, being poor and unable to find employment, stuck living with people I resent more often than not, dealing with intense feelings of self hatred and inferiority, having trauma I can't even get a therapist to help treat because I can't afford it and even if I could I could be arrested thanks to orange Mussolini, being a boring and uninteresting person with no true passions, my own inablility to change my life for the better in a meaningful way

I can't take it anymore, I can't handle living in the worst possible timeline and my life seeming just being a cruel joke. I'm going to buy some climbing rope and find a sturdy tree to hang myself with, goodbye